Here is the engagement picture!!

There it is...

our engagement picture!!

AND THAT'S ALL YOU'RE GONNA GET!!!

Come September 20th to the wedding (invitations to come) to see more!!

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

just to clear a few things up...

Yesterday was the single most amazing day of my life...I was supposed to have a fancy dinner with friends, but it ended up being the night that the man of my dreams, one, JASON ROHMAN of Woodland Park, Co, walked up behind me and changed my life.  I turned around from an intentional distraction of local friends (the Mitchells and Lyndy) to see him walking up to me looking debonair and dead sexy in a khaki colored suit with the biggest grin on his face.  I wasn't sure what to do, so as most of you will see in the video, I didn't do anything but looked quite dumbfounded.  I stared at him as I tried to process many things at once...wait, this is Hawaii...Jason said one day he'd come, but not today...and he's supposed to meet me at the airport in Denver...and what is he doing here?? Realizing my friends knew all about it with their video cameras trained on me...

He walks up, hugs me, tells me, "God has done some amazing things in my heart.  I love you and want to marry you.  Will you marry me?" And gets down on one knee to give me the ring...it is then that I realize what is happening to me and I say, "Hold on a sec, let me put down my purse and my camera...HEY IS SOMEONE VIDEOTAPING THIS??? AM I ON SOME TV SHOW??? THIS IS CRAZY!!!"  Then realize I haven't answered him yet, and yell out, "YES YES YES YES I will marry you...that's all I've ever wante

d."  As he gets up and I put on the most beautiful ring ever (pics will be coming), the staff at the restaurant nearby start clapping, people are poking each other...it was the most romantic moment of my lifetime...followed by very little dinner as we just wanted to hold hands and talk...and then walking on the beach and some dancing and some smooching!!!

HAHA!!! I'M ENGAGED!!!  OH HOW GOOD THE LORD IS TO THOSE WHO WAIT!!!

This is us at my 30th birthday...he doesn't have a long beard now and my hair isn't black anymore...I have engagement pics that I will send out very soon...with ring pics and everything...

Oh and for the important details...

1. we're getting married on Sept. 20th - all plans are in progress...

2. we're going to live in Woodland Park

3. we will be amazingly happy as both of us have waited patiently for the best and it has come!!!

4. as soon as i know more, i might tell you...or i might just let you find out on the 20th!!

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Two days left...

With only about two days left here in Chiang Rai before heading out on an overnight bus to Bangkok with my friend, Jessica, almost every bit of time is scheduled with friends...last dinners, last times shopping at the night bazaar, last coffees, last...and the list goes on.  I, though absolutely hating goodbyes, am so SO CONFIDENT in what is to come that it makes the saying goodbyes easier to know that I'm about to say hello to some really uber sweet stuff and that what is about to come into my life is much bigger and better than anything I could even imagine!

From friends and some sweet goodbye prayer times, a few scriptures have been passed onto me from the Lord and they are pretty specific (in my opinion) and inspiring.  Here they are...starting with Proverbs 25:2 - It is God's privilege to conceal things and the King's privilege to discover them.  This scripture has so pushed me into the Lord's presence as I "wait and see" what He has planned next for me.  All I've gotten from Him is "Wait and See," so when you ask me what I'm doing next, that might be the only answer I can give you.

Ecclesiastes 9:7-10 (From The Message): "Seize life!  Eat bread with gusto, drink wine with a robust heart.  Oh yes--God takes pleasure in your pleasure!  Dress festively every morning.  Don't skimp on colors and scarves.  Relish life with the spouse you love each and every day of your precarious life.  Each day is God's gift.  It's all you get in exchange for the hard work of staying alive.  Make the most of each one!  Whatever turns up, grab it and do it.  And heartily!  This is your last and only chance at it!  For there's neither work to do nor thoughts to think in the company of the dead, where you're most certainly headed."  This is so the way I've been created to live life and it helps me embrace what I see as sometimes the "ridiculous" in myself.  More than that, it speaks to me of Him providing what I need to do and the way I need to live.  No whackers!!  No worries!!

Jeremiah 17: 6-7 (from The Message): "Cursed is the strong one who depends on mere humans, who thinks he can make it on muscle alone and sets God aside as dead weight.  He's like a tumbleweed on the prairie, out of touch with the good earth.  he lives rootless and aimless in a land where nothing grows.  But blessed is the man who trusts me, God, the WOMAN WHO STICKS WITH GOD!!!  They're like trees replanted in Eden, putting down roots near the rivers--Never a worry through the hottest of summers, never dropping a leaf, serene and calm through droughts, bearing fresh fruit every season."  OH SO MUCH!!!  I'm learning simplicity, which is my word for my time here and might be a new tattoo on my right wrist when I return home.

All that to say...God is preparing me for the return home fully loaded and overwhelmed and I CANNOT WAIT!!!  I'm in awe at the moment to moment provision as I pray, He moves...He's way too good for me!!  I already have a family who has offered me a room to live in for awhile, which is in town so I can ride my bike everywhere until it starts snowing and possibly even after that.  I have a part time job at Starbucks lined up for when I return.  I have some pretty sweet passions and also some specific words about what comes next, but in the waiting and seeing to see how it all comes together.

On how you can pray for me in this transition and re-entry time:

1.  From what I've heard the debriefing time is difficult after a long term missionary stint and hard for one re-entering their own culture...so grace and peace in the process and the ability to hold tightly onto the hand of the Father as I walk through this with Him.  I will have some sweet time in Honolulu, Hawaii with some missionary friends from Texas and some YWAM girls that came for their DTS here.  So sweet of the Lord to connect us and send me there on the way home before diving headfirst into the whirlwind and much anticipated family and friend time in Texas and then home to Colorado.

2.  I covet your prayers for my foot, which is full on infected as a result of pulling a gate over it and wounding it pretty severely.  I have pictures if you want to see them.  I went to the hospital today and have bigtime serious antibiotics and some oozy stuff for the outside to keep it clean whilst traveling and on airplanes and in airports and on overnight buses.

3.  I am also currently sick with stomach issues of some sort whether from food poisoning or from some bad chicken...intestinal cramps and Montezuma's revenge...it is brutal and tough and I'm just exhausted from a week of ending school and saying goodbyes.  Doesn't take much to bring out the tears!!  Especially being sick...

4.  For all the details to be taken care of in the transition time and return...money, mattress, bookshelf, car/motorbike, all those little things but things that nonetheless the Lord has promised to provide.  I am confident as I already have a place to live!!  

If you feel led to help with traveling and/or transition costs, you can send the support to: 

Joy to the World Foundation

4570 Hilton Parkway, Suite 203

Colorado Springs, CO 80907

Iam4Thai - project name

I love you!  I cannot wait to see you and catch up with each and every one of you!!

Two days left...

Transitioning...

With all the counting down and thinking I was ready, it still hit me yesterday driving to the airport to drop off my friend, Keenan, that this time here is almost over. I have two weeks before I will be full on leaving and on an airplane from Thailand to Hawaii to connect with friends and have some downtime at the beach with God and then to Texas to see family and friends in a whirlwind week of excitement and visits and memories made, then home to Colorado on the 23rd of June.

Please pray for me in the transitioning as it is already emotionally catching up with me...

Pray that God's favor rests on every part of my next two weeks...

Mercies on the traveling part...

Sweet tenderness for my heart in the saying of lots of goodbyes...

Also - for my foot, which has an infection in it from when I ran over it with a gate...just keep praying that it will heal!

Love you all and cannot wait to see you at some point in the transition...

The winding down of the school year...

I'm excited that Keenan, from Colorado, and Angela, from Colorado but in Australia for a year, are coming to visit. I go to Bangkok on Sunday night on the overnight bus to meet them and hang out and shop at export shops and watch English movies and drink Starbucks coffee and just be together.

But I'm sad that it's not much longer till I come home as saying goodbye is one of my least favorite things to do. Honestly I think I would rather get a tooth pulled or a shot of gammaglobulin (which if you haven't had one, it's based on your weight and is like pushing jello through the eye of a needle). You get how much I hate goodbyes...it was hard coming out here and it will be hard going home.

And only 3 and 1/2 weeks of school left!! There's a lot to do in those few weeks...we have a cultural arts contest where the kids write, paint, dance, sing, play music on one theme - many cultures, one family. Then the next weekend is the first annual Chiang Rai FLC Sprint Distance Triathlon, the story follows. Then the next weekend is the Awards Banquet and then the last week of school with all its excitement - packing up boxes, packing up books, cleaning up classrooms, FLC soccer game, graduation and the last school dance. Then the next day I head to Bangkok with all my worldly possessions that I currently own, excluding those in Colorado that Keenan took back for me and all my winter clothes (not needed here at all). The following day, June 9th, I start my flights home with a short layover in Hawaii to debrief with some missionary friends and then to Texas for 8 days and home to Colorado on June 23rd. Not much longer...

So the story on the 1st Annual Chiang Rai Sprint Distance Triathlon...Sounds official, huh? Well, really it's just a friend, William, who has made significant changes in his personal health in losing over 100 lbs and wanted to host a race. I have been working out as well, and thought it would be awesome! So that is how the first annual race was born. Next Saturday, May 24th, we will be swimming 750m, biking 20k, and running a 5k, which for me will be walking after I've completed the other two, but when I return to Colorado, I am going to begin training for a 5k race to run completely September 1st with a few of my closest friends in Woodland who are training for 1/2 and full marathons.

I cannot say for those who have been supporting me in funds and in prayers, exactly how grateful I am. This time in Thailand has been life changing and Stefanie-redefining. I am so thankful to have partnered with you and to have you enable me to reach awesome missionary and non-missionary kids in Thailand at the Family Learning Center. It has been a great time and I plan on finishing well!!

If you feel led to assist with traveling expenses or funds to help in re-establishing life in Colorado, all will be greatly appreciated. My plans for returning are to get there, then wait and see what God has for me. If it was a year ago, I might not have been able to do this, but having trusted God and lived on Him for a year, it's a bit easier. Notice I said a bit...it is not easy to abide or to wait and see, but that is my only option other than completely stressing out and having freakouts and panic attacks. Waiting and seeing really is the best option.

SPRING BREAK 2008 PICTURES...WAHOO!!!!

THE LONG AWAITED SPRING BREAK PICTURES

It all started in Bangkok for 3 days and the pictures are random...what so overwhelmed in Bangkok was the traffic!! I didn't realize the extent to which I love small city hometown life, but I DO!!!And then OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE!!! We ate there and it was the most enjoyed meal!! Steaks aren't in huge quantities here and the ones available are both expensive and not so delish! SO IT WAS A SPECIAL PART OF SPRING BREAK!!!

So you see the sign for MBK, which is one of the five malls in downtown Bangkok. THIS MALL WAS CUH-RAZY!! It was like 8 floors of stores not bigger than 2 aisles of clothes packed in or shoes packed in or sardines (at least that is what it felt like) and each store had music on and then there was music going in the main part of the mall. There must have been four thousand people in that one mall or maybe more. I realized exactly how ADHD I am as I couldn't concentrate on anything...conversation with friends, what I thought I wanted to buy...nothing!!

The picture to the right and just above reminded me of A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, but it would be A Tree Grows in Bangkok! I loved it...the growth sometimes that you can find in harsh places...reminded me of how good God is to me in the midst of hard times.

On the left is the place we stayed in Bangkok...pretty nice huh??




AND THE BEACH PICTURES...

Hua Hin was most beautiful and we had such a great time...there were six of us...Beth, Aim (husband and wife), Rachel, Amy, Ryan, and I. We laid out at the beach almost every day and I look quite Thai now...haha, that is when the Lobster red turned into brown!

Just below, you see EVER and what I miss most about Texas and even Colorado...barbecue!! I had ribs, some pulled pork, beans (not very good),my favorite meal cornbread Thai style with chilies in it and a piece of watermelon! It was by far the best meal I had while on break! In case you are wondering, what is she doing with her fingers? It is a Thai thing...the girls in Chiang Rai when taking pictures do that (I have no idea why, but it has almost become natural and still very weird).These are the peeps...Ryan, Rachel and Amy, then Me, Beth and Aim. You can hardly tell the difference between me and a Thai person...or at least now as the red has gone away!!

I think that is the absolute picture of relaxation...feet sandy (the natural pumice), laid back on a lounge chair in the sun at the beach with the entire ocean in front of you...what a time it was!!

You notice in the above picture at the barbecue restaurant, I have french braids in my hair. I had showered that night and braided them so I could have curly hair the following day - for fun! However for me, it didn't quite work out as planned. I unbraided it to find a beautiful afro hidden underneath (symbolic of my hidden inner diva - haha!)...but more like a primping job gone awry!!

Love you all so much! See you in not too many days now!!